It seems totally not right

Hey man ,

what have you did to me?

you made me love you. It is totally not right !

Something has gone wrong between you and I.

I just can't love you .

Stay away from me .

But I have something to tell you,

Thanks for spending some of your time with me.

For making me smile, made me laugh ,

I love it when you give me the cute look of yours ^^

Sigh . I'm afraid I can't love you . So do you .

Thus, just don't make me feel special being with you .

I adore you and that is all I can do.

^____________^"

FINALLY

Well well well ,

hari ni cakap bahasa melayu je kot ,

sebab takde mood nak cakap bahasa inggeris yang bersepah,

Hari ni kiranya hari kedua cuti pertangahan tahun .

Aku still tak rasa apa-apa masa cuti .

Yang aku dapat cuma mimpi yang tak sudah2 buatkan aku rasa macam dah nak sampai ajal.

Seterusnya , aku bet ramai gila yang rasa lega after exam nie . So do I .

Tapi aku cuma masih terikat dengan result exam yang tak habis-habis menghantui aku.

Terima kasih banyak2 terutama Accounts. Terima kasih sebab tak suka aku!

Sebab aku pun tak suka kau .

Hari ni aku tanak cakap banyak sebab aku perasan post aku kebelankangan nie macam tak boleh blah panjangnya . Aku try summarise kan apa yang aku nak cakap even mmg banyak gila content aku nk cakap .

So , ni semua pandangan aku pasal exam ,

*part nie korang tak baca pun takpe*

BM > i was just trying my best masa buat karangan , yang lain semua okay. Tapi aku tahu sangat2 aku takkan dapat B ,jauh sekali A. tu janji cikgu . Cikgu kata cikgu boleh bagi paling banyak pun 65.

BI > aku sendiri tak ingat macam mana kertas dia. So, no comment. Aku cuma ingat yang kertas nie lebih senang daripada kertas BM , aku tak kata senang . Aku kata lebih senang daripada BM .

Mathematics > Well , aku memang target tinggi untuk Maths sebab soalannya senang, so kalau tak dapat A, tak tahu lah , tawakkal saja .

Agama > Alhamdulillah semua okay , cuma aku tak buat yang terbaik je , aku tahu aku banyak buat salah sampai tak terkira . Tawakkal jugak .

Sejarah> No comment saja . Cannot get an A , thank you .

Biology > Kertas yang macam tuuuut je , okay lah kot , part graph tu aku buat silap , memang tuuuut . Agak susah .

Chemistry > Rasanya yang paling senang antara 3 kertas sains tulen kot . kan?

Physics > ENTAH . Aku dah buat yang terbaik . Paper 2 just put a smile on my face but not paper 1 .

Accounts > ouh yeah , kertas paling "SENANG" sekali . terima kasih sebab buat aku separuh mati !

Add Maths > Sangat tenang buat kertas nie , I just love you add maths ,bukan setakat love , malah , aku dah buktikan aku boleh score kau ! ^_^ And I already know what's my marks ^^ Alhamdulillah sangat !

Gambar atas neyh meggambarkan perasaan aku sebelum and selepas exam ,

boleh conclude sendiri kan ?

Just imagine lah duduk dalam telur tu , kena kurung , otak pun tak byk explore benda luar ,

macam katak kat bawah tempurung , kan ?

Sekarang dah bebas , telur dah pecah , aku sekarang dah hilang ke mana . Haha .

Sejak habis exam sampai hari nie , aktiviti aku sikit sangat .

Selain tidur , aku tengok tv sepuas puasnya , online sepuasnya ,

tgk showdown 2011 kat tonton.com.my sebab masa exam terlepas nak tgk ,

tgk oh my school yang dah ketinggalan 4 ep ,

dgar lagu yang memang gian nak dengar ,

tgk B.O.F semalam sampai pukul 3 pagi sampai lagu ost dia pun dah stuck on my head !

lepas tu tgk match MU dengan Barcelona sampai habis .

Memang syok la kan hidup aku. hahaa. That's all . Aku harap aku tak cakap byk ,

so , those yang baca , thank you so much sebab luangkan masa untuk baca walaupun tak menarik ^^

You Are The Reason

Dear , thanks for lighten up my day today even though you were neither saying a word nor approaching me . It is enough that you noticed me just now. All I ever wanted is to see you smile. It's been a very long period since we last met. I realize that I still love you. I can't lie to myself, and I know that . I want you to know that you are the reason I keep on studying and you are the only reason I am still single . The pict above describe my feelings. You help me to achieve success. I still hold my promise to let studies become my priority. I am not looking forward to you, don't get me wrong . I just having a feeling of missing someone that had left a tons of precious memories with me. None can replace you.

You've changed me a lot.

If you are back to be mine again, it's a bonus of life for me.

Yes friend , you made my day :')

Special Thursday

I love TODAY's life ! :D

Guess la why ? haha . Just because I went for tuition classes only !

I just love Thursday's tuition ! ^^ Seriously i don't even know why ^^

Let me tell you about today's.

Well today I went for physics tuition at 1430 to 1630 ,

My first thought when i just enter the class , I was like , 'Am I in the right class ? Err .'

FYI pun, that was my first time going physics class on Thurs cause usually I go on Mon .

Everyone in the class is chinese boy . Not even a girl when I reached in . None at all .

Chinese pulak . I was so embarassed kot masa tu but what so ever lah .

Things that makes me happy was, I was at the back of the class (not too far)

I was enjoying physics because the situation in there was TOTALLY SILENCE .

Sir taught us to answer the Midyear Exam Paper . So , tell me lah who in the world is unhappy if they can really understand the kind-of-hard subject ? ^__^ Then I get notes sum more.

Done with that , tonight which is still in the same day, I went for my FIRST Modern Mathematics class in Bukit Tinggi . Know what ? Everybody seems to communicate with me in Mandarin today. Haha ! That makes me laugh but I still can hold that laugh ^^ . A chinese girl at my left was talking to my right one . Then I know she sounds like wanna exchange places with me . Then she spoke Mandarin to me. And I was like nodding and got up from my chair and change with her . That's cool man . She's not even noticing that I am Malay so she kept asking me Maths questions in Mandarin . And I replied in English . Sorry ya ^__^

Not just that lah , the girl right behind me is a chinese too. There was a time she dropped her calculator and asked me to pick it up for her . I was looking at her and again Mandarin comes to this pair of ears. Haha ! Then I took her calculator and gave her . I act as if I'm chinese and nodding like ------ . Still did not notice me . haha . But it's okay lah . I get used to it since I was young. Haha .I forgive y'all :) I was having fun lah tonite . Lol . Can't stop thinking about that either .

In a nutshell ,I was totally enjoyed the night tuition rather than evening one. I can keep focus and concentrate very well at night . I was so in love going for tuition :) Well I have made a decision to compact as many classes as possible on THURSDAY ! :) Physics, Add Maths and Modern maths on Thurs . Hell yeah . I am going to be insane ^_^ haha !

So that I can arrange my daily routines easier now if I compact all like that , kan ? ^_^

So that's all for this Special Thursday . I'm about to complete my school works pulak ! ^_^

p/s : Do vote for ECX in Showdown yeah ! SD ECX ! I love y'all...!!!!

Ceritera Karnival Ko-akademik 2011

Assalamualaikum ! :)

Hari ni, hari ni, hari ni , kan kan kan :)

Ada karnival ko akademik tau tau tau .

Tak tau sudah :) Hari ni semangat nak datang . Tak tahu kenapa .

Hari ni mula2 datang sekolah terus beratur macam biasa kat bahagian kelas masing2 .

Seperti yang aku sedia maklum , Liyana , Aishah and Nadhrah tak datang .

So aku menunggu lah kehadiran Adlina , Nadhirah dan Aliah ,

memandangkan Fatin sedang bertugas pada pagi tadi ^^

Aku pun semangat kot buka buku akaun , revise kejap sebab berkobar-kobar nak masuk kuiz .

Hehe .

Sampai Chapter 3 . Senang rupanya akaun so far , hehe .

Aku yang pening2 kan kepala putar belit info selama nie . Haha .

Pastu Aliah pun approach lah aku . Terus cerita pasal sorang budak yang nama Ah Chong kat fb .

Haha . Kelakar doe .

Pas habis sesi perhimpunan , aku nampak Aliah dah pegi surau. Aku nak masuk pun camne , tak pakai tudung , malu nya =.= Then aku ambil keputusan untuk lepak dengan nadhirah and Adlina . Kami pegi breakfast di kantin ^^ Sambil2 tu sama2 lah study akaun Bab 1 samapi Bab 3 . Fuhh ! Best ! Small study group :) sambil makan . haha . masuk otak pulak la kan .

Pastu kami bergerak ke 5E . Masuk untuk kuiz akaun . Aku masuk pun sebab nak test nasib , yelaa kan , orang lemah akaun nak try nasib . haha ! Then pindah kelas sebelah sebab nak asingkan form 4 . So the quiz began at 8.30 am . Mula2 aku terkejut jugak lah tengok Cik Faridah tulis kat whiteboard yang kuiz tu 1 jam . Aku pun macam nih >>>> =o= takkan lah ?

Teka Silang kata je kot ? SO tak pe lah . Dah dapat kertas semua , cikgu kata cikgu amik kira sape hantar cepat and jawapan tepat . Aku pun buat lah selaju mungkin . Baca soalan , tulis jawapan . Jawab2 semua , aku dah siap pukul 8.34am(tgk jam) . WTH ? hehe . Aku cari cikgu , cikgu tkde . Aku tnggu lah cikgu masukk . tengok2 Asvini dah hantar dulu pegi kat cikgu . Ceh , geram nya ! takpe lah . Btw dapat no 2 pun dah kira okay :) dapat hadiah. hehe .

Then aku tunggu Ad siapkan . Ad cuma tak dapat jawab satu soalan je . Sayangg sangat .

Aku cakap ad, aku nak bgtau bole tak ? Dia geleng . Last2 aku bg clue . Ntah apa2 dia merepek tadi . haha . ktorg pun gelak2 . Cik Faridah tak kasi aku stay sebab da siap tapi aku nak tnggu Ad jugak . hehe .

Lets go on to the next activity . Sekarang pergi kantin . Aku and Nadhirah buat homework , Ad bersiap2 untuk Pertandingan pakaian tradisional . AD ! KAU LAWA , KAU FAHAM TAK ?!

Haha . Tak habis2 cakap 'gemuk gemuk gemuk' :)

Pas dah habis pertandingan tu , berkumpul lah kami kat Dataran Bestari .

Aku nak cut it short bole ? penat . hehe .

Penyampaian hadiah start pukul 12 . Punya lama tunggu sampai hilang mood aku . Nasib baik dapat hadiah , happy ckit . hehe .

Tapi perkara yang paling menggembirakan aku HARI NI ialah, ,

kumpulan aku menang kuiz add Maths !! Yaww , Walaupun first runner up je , tapi seriously aku terkejut . Puas sangatt ! hehe , sebab kalahkan budak pandaii :) Sumpah aku tak expect menang pun , kalau korang tgk kertas soalan tu , menggigil tau buat . haha . Alhamdulillah menang jugak :) SYukur2 ~

Btw penyampaian hadiah ditangguhkan hari lain . mungkin isnin ni . Sebab Pn Fauziah kata keadaan tak mengizinkan . Cikgu kata muka ktorg dah tertekan dan penat sangat ! Haha , kelakar lah ! Prihatin nya cikgu . terima kasih ye cikgu . :) Dah la . Semua balik :)

Something that you don't have to bother

Hello there . Tomorrow is Wednesday . Must wear uniform. I always forgot to wear band attire. Idk what's wrong with me. Back to the purpose I write this blog . Well actually I got so many postponed-homeworks especially Biology. But do I look like I care? Huh . I can't stand it lahh .

Even the report that shoul have been submitted also I haven't do. Let it be. I don't want to talk much today as I got so many works to do.

Badminton . Yeah , i think I'd never stop posting about this. I ain't excited to the continuous practice , but i guess it's already in my schedule even though the competition was over. To cut it short, I have to go for the practice that have been arranged by the teacher twice a month. Thank God it's twice A MONTH . Hehe . Band practice sum more . I want competition. But then all the outcomers always invite us for doing performances. But it's not bad though. Tamak pulak faiqah.

One more thing, my dad baru saja masuk hospital dua tiga hari yang lepas kerana demam denggi . Sekarang aku cuma boleh berdoa dari jauh supaya ayah cepat sembuh dan dikembalikan kesihatan yang baik. Nak lawat pun tak boleh sebab sibuk dengan sekolah punya plan and tuition schdule yang sedang diatur sebaik baik mungkin so that takde yang ponteng lagi . Tak ada masa nak lawat . Thus , this coming Thurs , I m not going to school as I'll be going for a medical check up that morning , so I may go tothe hospital to visit my dad .

*I once known as Daddy's little girl :) , but no more as I gorwn up*

Sum more I 'missed' most of lessons in school ed . I don't know how to cover them all!

Please lahh sum1 , help me ! I missed the the whole week's lessons ! And now I just come to school and get ready to be 'blurred' up with all those lessons that I haven't learn . Face 'em .

Pity me aite ? Now I've got to catch up all those lessons ! Fast ! I have to be a fast learner for this April . Ya Allah, tolonglah hambaMu ini. Permudahkanlah segala urusan pembelajaranku ! Amin.

Liyana Izam , sama-sama kita try our best kay ? You can always refer to me if you got any problem in your lessons except for physics and acc . I need sum time to self-study it . And , I'll do the same to you too :) Show 'em even if we have missed a lot of classes , we are still the same and never put badminton sebagai alasan :D

p/s : Lil'weirdo is looking forward to the mid year exam and she can't wait to let herself being tested with the coming insane questions especially essay question ! haha . *even she's not ready to face it* Hey I m going to do my hw ! :) just kidding . Let it be aite ? I m going to arrange my books for tomoro's sch . Salam sayang <3

Badminton Comp in memories ~

badminton competition . i thought i wanna post this right after i reach home but , as y'all know , we've got so exhausted ! I was very excited for the competition . Not even nervous because I am so grateful to have such GREAT experience with NEW friends :)

Tak risau langsung pasal competition , walaupun training bagai nak gilaa , every week b4 the comp , kalau boleh selitkan jugak masa terluang tu dengan practice badminton. Tak expect menang pun . But actually we can win this . ^^' Happy sangat sebab dapat kawan baru .

For those Liyana Izam, Lee Sewphin, Sofia Helenna, Arul Moli and Rogini, I miss y'all during lepak-ing at teluk Gadong Hall ! Rindu ~ I miss Rogini the most ! I still remember when we went out buying for their drinking water, we walked . Haha ! Miss that MUCH ! Eh don't forget to teach us Physics ! Korang kann pandai . 5Dedikasi kann . Ktorg ponteng tuition physics sebab korang .hehe .

Not to forget , thanks to Fatin Hanz, Adlil Khaliq, Wawan Sawan, Adlina Ad ,,, and especially to Ezad Aiman . Thank you so much for spending your time for us , trained us ,

Sorry sangat2 Ezad sebab paling kerap ajak awak . Haha ! Thanks budak.

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Caption : In the ladies , preparing for our match that morning . Gyaaah ! :D But Zoe was in the toilet changing clothes . Too bad she's not in the pict. (Day 2)

p/s : miss Arul's annoying jokes . "Eh saya comel lah !" :D Haha .

Or, "Eh Sofia , you look cute la in the picture .." then suddenly only she added , "..sometimes"

hahaha ! Everyone was laughing non stop . She's really a good friend .

Caption : Detik2 kemenangan first match against KISAS . Arul and Sofia .

Last match of that day pun . Ramai dah balik :)

Cheers for them ! :D

Dorang memang hebat pun .

Tapi sayangnya , dorang kalah against SMKRP .

I heard that the SMKRP school players won the badminton comp at state level .

Patut lah pun~ Takpe lah . Korang the best ! :D

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Caption : well , masa ni team lawan nk serve tapi aku pulak tak ready . Malu jee . haha !

So terpaksa lah raise your hand up in the air ~ haha . jkjk ! :)

Memang saje je nk psycho team lawan . Don't have to rush laa kan . Biar lambat2.

Nampak partner aku yg semangat tu ? :) Liyana Izam.

Idk why , masa mula2 kita main and lawan sape2 , kita selalu ada teamwork , persefahaman.

But , lately , masa nk dekat2 comp , kita asyik2 takde kerjasama .

Idk what happened . Hmm takpelah . Spending time with u pun dah cukup .

Kalau bukan sebab badminton , rasanya kita bukan rapat gila camtu kot :)

Miss you ~

Tak sabar nk masuk tahun depan .

Caption : Norfarin Asfa a.k.a karate kid .

Arul bagi nama tu . Kesian dia. Hehe ,

Aku suka budak nie . Form 1 wehh . Hebat . Dia against budak bukit Kuda form 3!

Even she lost to that school , dia sangat hebat . Believe me .

Aku respect dia sebab dia terror 'backhand' and dia aggrressive :) macam Arul .

Budak yg agak2 masuk air. Tak lekang lawak dia kalau dengan dia :D

Last but not least, Lee Sewphin , match paling last .

She against STK , form 6 . Dia paling terror antara kami 12 orang . Kira senior lahh .

Dia ajar macam2 . So dia kalah pun bermaruah :)

Tabik springgg la Sewphin! :D