hmm .. first of all , ak nk mnx maaf kat korang2 sbb ak da byk buat salah kat korg .
apatah lagi family . sejak dua menjak nie, ak selalu depressed .
and , i myself dont even know why i can be so damn depressed .
yg ak tao , everyone around me always getting on my nerves
eventhough sometimes ,
i dont know , ape yang ak da buat kat KAu ? and i m afraid of myself .
recently , someone really makes me mad .
and cume satu bnde je yg ade kat otak ak mse uh,
ak cume tao , yang ak nk cederakan sape2 yg ade kat sekeliling ak .
mate ak pulak tak habis2 carik bnde yg bole cederakan org .
ak rse , nie la akibatnye ble ak da banyak sgt simpan perasaaan dlm hati .
tak ksah la sedih ke, marah ke. selama nie ak tahan je kott .
ak harap pas nie xde sape yg akn buat ak mara
sbb ak tanak cederakan korg . ak tanak .
and habit ak sndri yg ak nk buang jaoh2 ialah ,
ak tanak 'bercakap' dlm hati . that is the most frequently ak buat ble ak diam .
ak bole kutuk , ak bole nanes , ak bole suke kt soemone ,
and all that happens ONLY in my mind or heart .
ak tanak semua nie . ak tak mnx semua nie .
apatah lagi family . sejak dua menjak nie, ak selalu depressed .
and , i myself dont even know why i can be so damn depressed .
yg ak tao , everyone around me always getting on my nerves
eventhough sometimes ,
i dont know , ape yang ak da buat kat KAu ? and i m afraid of myself .
recently , someone really makes me mad .
and cume satu bnde je yg ade kat otak ak mse uh,
ak cume tao , yang ak nk cederakan sape2 yg ade kat sekeliling ak .
mate ak pulak tak habis2 carik bnde yg bole cederakan org .
ak rse , nie la akibatnye ble ak da banyak sgt simpan perasaaan dlm hati .
tak ksah la sedih ke, marah ke. selama nie ak tahan je kott .
ak harap pas nie xde sape yg akn buat ak mara
sbb ak tanak cederakan korg . ak tanak .
and habit ak sndri yg ak nk buang jaoh2 ialah ,
ak tanak 'bercakap' dlm hati . that is the most frequently ak buat ble ak diam .
ak bole kutuk , ak bole nanes , ak bole suke kt soemone ,
and all that happens ONLY in my mind or heart .
ak tanak semua nie . ak tak mnx semua nie .
and dear bestbuddy ,
ak sgt2 depressed ngn bf kao yg tak abes2 sowh kao contact die.
skank kao da ade fon kn ,
ak da penat nk jd org tengah korg .
lebih2 lagi bf kao yg childish tapi berlagak matured .
blek2 ak yg kne mara .
ak harap kao sedar stu hari nnti ,
bhw bf kao cume nk maen2 kn kao je .
ak tak berhak nk cakap ape2 . cume, i know what is behind the door .
ak tanak act lbeyh2 . i'll let you decide for your own good .
asl kao bahagia , cukup la.
done with that .
few hours later , i will be going to RSA .
sharp at 5 .
playing futsal with my friends .
playing futsal for the frst time after PMR was over . ( just as i've planned b4)
and that's all i want .
and friends ., i am soo sorry fr what i've done to you .
the behind talks .
the unwanted acts .
i did not mean to do all those silly things .
and now i know what is the meaning of
true loneliness .
few hours later , i will be going to RSA .
sharp at 5 .
playing futsal with my friends .
playing futsal for the frst time after PMR was over . ( just as i've planned b4)
and that's all i want .
and friends ., i am soo sorry fr what i've done to you .
the behind talks .
the unwanted acts .
i did not mean to do all those silly things .
and now i know what is the meaning of
true loneliness .
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