Me getting Inspired

Wow it has been a hectic month.
Well, exam month of course. It's kinda normal. But to be honest, I am still don't realize that I am going to sit for a big exam less than two months time. That is because my Mr. Shiva always said "What's with the straight A's man?! You must have no life!" So, since then I don't bother getting an A for any of the subjects but neither am I wanted to fail tho. I've got my own lines that I would ever hold with upon my life, that is "It's never too late to learn" and "It's Payback Time!". My teacher even told us to always bear in mind that "You all are becoming a top scorer!" So, imma have 3 lines to push myself to success. Unfortunately, I've changed. I never wanted to study. Didn't feel like I have to. I was wasting my time this whole months. The recent trial exam for me was like 'I don't give a damn' . You know what, I am studying for myself, my knowledge. Not for those st*pid exams!
When I was in sejarah kintet class this evening, he remind us to study. He asked us, "Did you committed on whatever you're doing?" and we just like "Noooo..." even I was saying NO. Then he asked again, "Did you care for yourself?" and we were like "Yeah . ." and he was just "YOU'RE LYING!" . All of us were shocked. He said that if we do care for ourselves, why don't we get committed towards everything we did? "You don't even studying" . He was not scolding , of course. He's too adorable to scold us. He knew us well and he knew we didn't get used to studying. Know what, that time only I realize that I had not being committed for whatever I did before. How useless I am, when I think back. I feel like crying and I am regret for wasting my precious time. I never abandon my studies of course but I was not serious about it.
I need my old self, really. I've changed a lot. And I sleep a lot too. That's not good at all.
How I miss my old self! Oh god.
I do not want to plan anything for my future. Because I did that before and none of them comes true. It was just a dream.

I am now getting obsessed towards Justin Bieber. I don't know what is happening to me. I kept saying to myself, "I'm not a belieber , no I am not." but here I am. Listening to his songs, watching every videos of him. Seriously I don't understand what is happening. I turned out to be like this since I watched his movie, Never Say Never. Same  goes to Harry Potter. ugh. I don't care. He is just too adorable for me to ignore him :) I currently adored his song, Down to Earth and I play it on shuffle everyday. Wow.

9 down, 1 more to go and that would be accounts paper on next Friday. I cannot wait for the moment when exam gonna be over. Hehe. I think that's all for now. Good luck in whatever you do. I love you, Yes you ! <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
Love,
Ika Mgsband

// currently happy with my life . Miss you much Tuan A //

The End

Assalamualaikum readers.
Okay laaa. Petang tadi baru je habis sports day. *Oh actually that's my final sports day*sad*
Taknak cerita banyak kot. Dah kalah , urgh!
Seriously I am not happy it ! And wth? I've never been so emo like this.
This is craaazzayyy ! I've been very competitive this year. I've never had such this feeling , ever!
At first memang lah tak boleh terima sebab kalah. Bila dah beberapa jam lepas tu, rasa penat dan penat dan penat sampai rasa sedih and frust tu pegi camtu je. Fuhh.

But my sports day this year was a hectic!
I am one of the school marching band members and also quite a runner. hehe.
So the events I've participated were not well-scheduled. Really disorganised !
I need to run here and there to get in the right place at the right moment , jyahh..
The first one was the march. So right after marching out, 1500m run was the next event.
The problem was, I participated the run but I was in the band squad! Memang gila la pulak.
Sampai all the teachers kept calling me, "faiqah make it fast make it fast" lols
The next problem - I was in the band attire and I need to change from slacks to tracksuits, black canvas shoes to sport shoes , un-hat-ed, passed my instrument to juniors. Urgh stress .

That was my first and last 1500m run I participated. Seriously, I won't let myself to join that kind of run anymore with no training and didn't breakfast just like this morning ! That was very suffering for me.
Fine I didn't expect to win but at least I've tried even I was forced by the teachers, and finally I got number 5. Bhahaha ! So, syukur Alhamdulillah I may rest for about 15 minutes before the band performance began.
Feeling like puking, duhh .
Band performance! Wohoo ! I love it to the maximum ! Nak buat lagi! hehe
Both songs are new to us and we've made it man! :) The Bad Romance, actually my friends and I were planning to pose such , I'm going to lie down on the track and they lean against my legs. But everything was cancelled at the eleventh hour since we're too tired , but we've made it right :D
wohoo :) nawwhh .

So, my last event was the 4x400m run :) yeah , this is my favourite part . It was also my last 4x400m run.
Ohh, this was a hectic too . Right after the performance, I give my band attire, instrument and the hat to my friend, and blue house teacher held my hand and brought me to the track. Mauuu tak gilaaa kan.
*Bila ingat balik, memang tergelak la kann , haha*
Okay, straight to the point lah. Macam biasa we won the race. :) Yeah.
That one thing I won't forget is that I've hold the title champion for 4x400m run for 4 years, except when I was in form 3 since one of my team fainted. I won't forget this. And that is why this event will be my favourite till whenever. Hehe.

At the end of the sports day, Blue House Team became the third.
I can now accept the decision that Yellow House Team lead the sports day. They became champion for 2012. Mula2 memang tak boleh nak terima sampaikan my best friends yg rumah kuning pun dah jadi awkward dah nak tegur. Memang sebak and sedih !
Okayy lahh . Anyway, I just realised that I greet a lot of people today. I'm not the Faiqah who is shy and uncommunicative . Wahh , that is a small step of improvement hehe .

Okayy till then loveyou :)

Simple tips sincerely by me :)

Assalamualaikum.
Well , sports day was over! So I guess I should stop being busy here and there.
I have abandoned my studies for so long since April,  if I'm not mistaken.
Wooahh that's a very long period deyy ! It's been two months Faiqah.
Wow.
I think this is the right time. I won't say "I need to change", instead,
I would just have to remind myself that "This Is The Time" lols. Seriously there was not enough time to change ourselves but we can do something with it. Encourage yourself, not ask or force yourself to change.
It won't work, friends. Start motivating yourself. Let study becomes our habit, not our priority. Bare that in mind.
Urgh, what I've said may not helping you out but that's me and my mindset. I'm sharing it with you if you get my words.
I believe in myself , not others. Really, just 'Trust No One' hehe. You are fighting with yourself, dear.
You yourself are your competitor, if you know what i mean.
Let say you've been studied again and again, lagi-lagi kalau benda yang korang study tu benda yang sama kan. So, up till now, you still find yourself stuck far behind and didn't improve in your studies.
People, the time is now. Change your style of studying. That's the first essential step.
I've experienced that and I enjoy it very much. Make sure you've 'master' few subjects, at least 3.
What I mean here is , let say, you are good at History, Accounts and Maths. Okay , then the next thing you have to do is that you need to ensure the three subjects' results are compulsary to get As in every examination, even if you don't study much , you still can score an A for each of the subjects. Then only you'll feel a bit of freedom. Err and next, you just have to cover a number of subjects well and smoothly.
Kalau faham apa yang telah diterangkan, well done! you may start now. Yeah NOW. Don't need to scroll down to read the bottom one.
But if you don't get it, serves you right :P haha. Just joking. Well you may ask me anything regarding this topic by commenting them down here. InsyaAllah, I'll be helping and I'm sorry if you don't like the way I brief. I just love to see people get inspired and determined to improve their life :)

*I'm sorry for the broken english I've made. My recent English marks was terrible but I just have no idea why on earth did I love this second language in Malaysia ^_^

Grr

Hey there.

Rasa macam tak nak cakap banyak je hari ni.

I just miss to crap in my blog.

These few weeks were the Career Week which I used to think about what I'm going to do after SPM ends. Since then, sekarang dah tak banyak study pun sebab fikir benda-benda ni.

Actually tak jelas pun apa yang dikehendaki untuk masa depan.

But I chose to go with the foundation studies - engineering course.

Why engineering? There are several reasons but not my interest pun.

One of the reasons is saje je nak challenge my capabilities. Gila pulak kan.

Banyak lagi sebab. Ok enuf with the craps.

Next Tuesday is an Open Day .

Right after the mid exam, I have told my dad not to come to the Open Day. lol.

And he asked why. I just told him that I didn't perform well. It's the worst. ever.

He asked again, why? Then I told him I didn't study. I have no time to cover all the subjects. 

I think he knew the reason because before the exam week, I rarely been at home.

I was going here and there with the band practices. Just so he knows.

But lately I've told him to come to the Open Day. "Kata tak payah datang?" Then I just replied, "Datang , ambil report card then balik" Only then he asked with my results. LOL 

Alright just so you know the next another Tuesday is going to be Sports Day . Duh .

Stop sighing laaaa Faiqah . . .Haih. *nah, i'm doing it again.

I don't expect the blue house team to win as last year. The victory is not ours .

Why did i say that? Just ask yourself. Did you come to the practices and cooperate? Hmm?

Enough. I'm not going to keep talking about this matter. 

I really appreciate those who cooperate with the practices and help gaining marks for the team.

Eh I talked too much already. Going to bed now and toodles! Assalamualaikum.

Letting out

School life. Turns out to be mess day by day.

And now, it is almost 12am and I still in front of lappy.

I've planned to finish up all my homeworks but I end up doing nothing.

It is all because the stupid commitments towards school.

I didn't blame on the school tasks. It is me who needs to change my lifestyle.

I myself have realised the changes that is happening to me. The pressure is getting more and more.

I really need to change.

BandComp ,BlueHouseTeam ,Badminton ,DrivingClass ,Tuition ,AddmathComp ,Homeworks

You just tell me how the hell am I going to handle all these?

Sometimes I am wondering, is it beyond my capability? *Feel like wanna cry .

So I can say that I've gave my priority on my studies before this ,like homeworks, tuition and the addmath thing . but mayb starting today , i need to switch.

I've seen how the band pres really need the members' cooperation. I never helped her. So perhaps it is enough for me just to cope with her, come for every practice and I am sure she will be happier .

Now when it comes to other society, I get dizzy . I once felt like wanted to resign but i need to think wiser i guess . Being a leader is not easy but i choose to challenge myself.

The decision of challenging myself always wins. I just don't know why. haha.

Faiqah, please survive !

Hari ni keputusan SPM keluar kan,

so I heard that Sok Yan , my idol :) got straight A+ s.

Awesome man !

but for me, "what's with the straight As?"

Apa ada pada straight A? Cer cite .

Not all the straight As students can survive in the real life soon.

For me, skills and interaction with people are the most essential . As for me lah.

Okay. That's all i think . I've letting out my thoughts and problems .

Hope my life would change to a better one. Insyaallah , amin.

I have grown up, see?

First of all

Happy Birthday to me :) hihi.

Time really flies fast, don't you think so?

Hmm.. anyways, this year's birthday celebration was quite cool and everyone was chilling actually :)

Most of it I did not ask for but they just did it for me :)

Thank you dears.

Honestly very few people were wishing me compared to last 2 years but it's more than enough that you remember me :)

Thanks to those f8 buddies. Takde seorang pun yang tak wish :) hehe.

And the last to wish me was my 'adik' , Sil :) domo arigatou everyone :)

On the January 21st itself, there was a surprise for me.

I just did not expect it. It's all f8's plan.

Aduyai. Haha ! All this happened after chemistry class in ET.

As usual I'll be asking them where would they go for a lunch before entering physics class at 1415. So, we were heading to KFC near tuition centre . When we all went upstairs, I've got shocked with a cake on a table . Sumpah speechless masa tu.

Dan aku dapat tahu f8 yang sama2 kumpul duit beli kek ni. Terima kasih :')

Besides, I've spent 5 days at my biological mother's house in Banting including on the 21st.

When I reached home, I got surprised again when I entered my room sweet room :) ahaha.

Big thanks to my aunt who had re-designed my room. It looks better and wider :)

I've got a new Ikea study lamp from her though. Alhamdulillah :)

Ni yang semangat ni nak study ^_^ hohoho. Oh yeah loojk ! and a frame.

Nak buat macam mana, ada gambar tu je .Teehee .

Okay let's proceed. This is one of my dream watch.

I did not wearing any watch since last month because I was waiting for my mum to get it for me.

Hehe. Thank you ma.

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There we go. The pict above was on the 25th of January , dad's birthday .

So aku tumpang sekaki lah kan :)

Aksi suap-menyuap ice-cream cake sampai kena calit pipi bagai. Haha :)

On that day, there was some of my dad's workers trying to prank me n dad.

They told me that they were going to "bake".

I knew what they really meant, they wanted to attack me and dad with eggs and flours.

Fortunately I got escaped from them. I ran into my aunt's car, shivering. Bhahaha .

Okay that's all for today's post.

*waiting for Mr.A to fulfil my birthday wishes :) hee.

p/s : I'm going to re-activate my fb account right after the badminton competition.

Pray for MGS :) thank you.

Me trying to brief about school reopen.

I'm back and I miss you readers :)

It's going January 7 tomorrow and I think I'm not too late to wish you Happy New Year :)

To be honest, I hardly welcome this 2012 but I am so grateful that I still have the chances to live this year. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah.

2012's Resolutions : Too much to be fulfilled ^_^

School has reopened about a week.

I have been placed in 5 Mantap and I know it will going to be hard for me surrounded by all those 'geniuses' ya Allah. I could hardly believe that

I'm going to work harder than that in the previous year.

I admit that I am NOT FLUENT in language, English of course.

So I'm quite worry about this matter.

Plus, on the first day of school itself, we had our Placement Test for English subject.

That time I could not think even a thing. I just knew that I was shivering for a short moment thinking about that test. But when Pn.Vimala entered my class and briefed about the test, she told us that it doesn't matter if we're not in the first class for English subject.

When I think back, yes, it's true. It does not matter at all and she was telling us that the test was not taken from the common Malaysian test. It is a higher level test taken from outside the country.

I just couldn't believe my ears at that time.

The test is quite hard too but I managed to do and finally, today when I was checking on the list, I found my name in the Set A1 class :) Alhamdulillah.

That really builds up my self-confidence little by little :)

Not only that.

My self-confidence increased when I was chosen as the Blue House Captain.

Syukur. I really wanted that position since Michelle, my ex senior asked me about who will going to be the next blue house captain after her.

I still remember and surely I do miss her a lot.

For me, it's a big responsibility. What I hate about myself is that my voice is too slow.

I just hated that so f*ckin much. I need to do something with it.

That's all I guess. I want to be the old Faiqah, the primary-school Faiqah who once was the busiest girl that had never thought about love matter at all.

I will enjoy my senior year to the fullest before I step out of my beloved school :)

p/s : I am going to reopen my fb accounts again to settle all the problems I had before. Those who have read this post, please tell me if I ever owe you anything even for an apologise. I really need to know. I want to clear everyone who has considered me as enemy. Do tell me :) Iloveyou.

See? I love you . Yes, you (:

Change for the Better

Going 17 ? omg -o-

Boleh tak skip SPM and masuk U terus ? o.O"

Bila recall balik since the holiday began, memang tak lah kan aku belajar.

Cuma attend tuition classes and that's it.

And sekarang rasa ketinggalan gila-gila. Woi I'm going 17 la, in a month . pfft.

Oh before I forget, currently I don't active my fb accounts .

Perhaps temporarily. Depends.

There's a personal reason I did that. So for those my friends,

Just text or call me.

Oh ye. Penat letak harapan tinggi. Penat sakit hati. Penat nak fikir dua benda dalam satu masa.

You just have to remember I won't let you go. But as for now, I need to be alone.

Pretend like this relationship never happen.

Just to make my heart smile back as it did a year before.

You once told me, I'm strong.

Yeah , I always am.

Let me do it with my own way and you'll just have to see the real me soon, very soon .

I'll pay back without hurting you even a scar .

Giving you chances.Yeah, Still.

Yes, being in love is wonderful.

Yes, I am being loved by you.

Yes, we do love each other.

But, why is it pain?

It is just like the love story of peter pan.

They love each other but they can't be together.

A,

You're right. I just wasting my time thinking about love craps. I am going 17.

Let study be my priority, as you remind me.

Right, while I have to see you dating another girl? Is that so?

Can't you just leave me? Instead of

torture me with this stupid feelings? Because I can't leave you.

I would let you take the first step and leave me.

Yes, you changed my life a lot. But if I just go on with my life

as before I confess my feelings towards you,

I think my life would just go smooth without doubt.

p/s : You know what? We just don't belong to each other . That's the reason.

So Untitiled :)

Morning everyone.

First of all, it's school holiday yaww !

Hogwart is now holiday ;D haha.

ok fine.I had a hard time this whole day but all these social networking seem to put a smile on my face tonight. Byebye tears ;P

As usual I'm going to highlight about the final exam :) Here are some cotton for those who don't wanna hear. Oh my pardon , you can't hear me. Oh, what if you just close the tab :) easier.

As I've mentioned before, we were having an amazing fake exam, aite? So how's your result going? Pretty cool,huh (: All the last minute revisions seem have helped you a lot huh? So do I.

(eh , rasanya ak nak cakap banyak tadi. kenapa jari ni terkelu =.=)

Ok fine I won't talk much . About the droping-accounts case . Yeah it haunted me every second till the last day giving name to Pn Tan for those who wanted to drop accounts.

Hence I don't drop .

Okay, someone told me not to drop and to cut it short , she said I just have to depend on Mrs Lee, ET Tuition Acc Teacher. Is it true? Because there are some of my friends went for the tuition class but they didn't score. I doubt. But then I just go for it. My acc first class was going well so far. I have no problem with the way Mrs Lee teaches. But when I started to do the homeworks, I was so rooted to the ground(aish ayat pape ntah ak ni) .But then I just let it be. Maybe it's too early. Honestly I have no interest in learning accounts. It's zero interest okay? But Idk. Perhaps I just love to torture or challenge my ownself. That's the reason.

I can handle acc exam even I dislike it. So why don't I just finish what I've started, am I right?

Them , who made my day !

Let's sum up.

I went to Jusco Bukit Tinggi yesterday which was Saturday . Baru je start cuti. hehe .

Semua cousins yang plan ! Gila rindu dorang !

So I reached there around 1030 . Memang la kan satu jam tnggu. Ak pun makan ice cream sorang2 . Pfft.

But then tiba ak dpt txt 'da smpai' . I didn't know he was coming . Oh yeah,

He is the one down here :) This was the 6th time jumpa after 5years kenal. Haha.

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Surprisingly he's coming :) hehe. But then hang out sekejap je sebab plan nak lepak dengan cousin , bukan dia ^_^" anyway , thanks for coming ! You made my daY !

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Ini la mereka2 yang ak rindu gila tahap maksimum ! :) Cousin Fatin Fairuz tu da brpe bulan tak jumpa sebab dia skarang study kat UiTM Perlis. Kalau tak b4 this asyik berkepit je^^"

Rindu teramat ! So tak lekang lah senyuman kat mulut ni kalau jumpa dorang! ;D I end up sleep over their house , hehe !

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Ye paling rindu budak sebelah kiri tu la! My cousin's bf for 3 years. Gila la! Setahun tak jumpa dia. Tak berubah kot. Enjoy sangat2 jumpa dorang ! Tak puas ! Tak puas buli budak baju hitam tu ! haha .

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Fatin Faiza , Fatin Fairuz .

They have changed me a lot in a better way !

Bersyukur dapat cousins macam korang .

I just love y'all SO DAMN MUCH !

No one else could replace you girls in my heart . Muacks!

You get my full supports :)

<3 One Direction *Zayn Malik <3

Amirul Hadi Zainal :)

I have no idea why I like him so much. Whenever he appears on the tv, I'll scream my voice out and cheers for him. Lalalalalala . Whattaa . But he's already had a hair-cut and he looks better now ^_^ Syukur Alhamdulillah, Selangor has succeed to compete in the semi finals of Piala Malaysia ;D But they lost in the first match by 0-2 . I do admit Terengganu has the best players I've ever seen before in Malaysia.They fast! but I really hope Selangor will win for this cup. Hope Amri Yahya would participate for the second match this week! Get well soon :) I promise to cheer for you guys! Safee please come back. I will never stop cheering for the strikers and the midfields yeah! ;) Selangor and Manchester United , challenge the boundaries ! Wohoo !

Fake Exam 11'

wuuu ~ everyone's studying like pfft =,=

Another 3-day-exam to go! Can't wait to finish all this mess.

Supposingly exam is the best thing to do sebab benda ni buat kita cabar diri sendiri kan .

Tapi exam kali ni , fake .

Entah kenapa ak cakap fake kan. Ak pun fake sekali.

Soalan bocor sana bocor sini. Kadang2 rasa macam tak buat exam pulak.

I did not expect that before.

Ye sure la ak pun ada la dapat soalan bocor drpd kawan. tapi tak rely sangat la. Terima kasih jugak kt kawan tu. Even tak rapat, dia jugak la yg tolong. Memang semua orang perlu soalan tu kan. Ak pun. Sebab tak sempat cover chapter. Terpaksa kan. Kalau kita blaja sekali pun sebulan sebelum exam, at the end of the day semua dapat soalan bocor, msti bengang jugak kan. Budak genius semua pun siap bangga bawak exam scheme kat skola , apa lg ak. Mula2 mmg rasa macam x fair la. Tp terpaksa amek jugak la. Mana adil kan orang dapat tapi kita diam je. Macam jahil la pulak. Orang yg tak dapat soalan bocor pun sepatutnya cikgu kata orang tu bagus, tp zaman berubah kot. Haha. Skrg ckgu kata, "Kesian dia tak dapat soalan bocor macam kamu~" Haih .Ni bukan merungut , tapi luahan. Lol. Pernah jugak teragak agak nak amek soalan bocor tu, rasa bersalah punya pasal kan. Bila mintak pndapat org lain, ada yg kata, "Jangan sombong, kena cari ngan kawan2 .." pulak ken. Tak kisah la. Cukup la kot 4 subject je ak mnx soalan. Berat wo . Ak respect diri ak tp tpu diri sendiri. Aiyak . Anyway, score tak score blakang cerita. Sebab score pun 'fake' . Adui . Apa la yg ak tak puas hati sgt ni. Em okay3 . So far exam ni, paper acc,sejarah and physics ak hancur kot :) hehe . Dah melayang dah target ak. Besok Biology. Tak sabar. Tak sabar nak cuti ! :) Nak sambut Deepavali ^__^ Nak keluar dgn kawan2! Nak gemuk kan badan. Haha! Apa2 pun, Faiqah, jauh gila lagi journey kau. Tolong lah jangan depends on soalan bocor. Malu la faiqah , maluuuu =.= . Sikit subjek je pun 2x5~ Kay la. Best of luck! Assalamualaikum :)

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Mr A, hope you're worth waiting for after few years seeking for the guy like you ;P

Health vs Exam

Haaaaaaahhhh ! Lamanya tak post blog ! I have no time to post blog , i spend most of my time sleeping :) bhaaha !

Okay , serious .

Final examination is around the corner and I still remember my promise to do my very best for the exam . I will go all out . But , there's always a but . Hmm . I can , but something bothers me a lot .Every single day I can't focus and concentrate on my studies especially during lessons in class . I got problem with my breathing so I really can't focus . I am sorry teacher . I seldom have to close my eyes and control my breathing. I got to drink a lot of water and lie my head down on the desk because it's suffering me . I am sorry if that makes you feel annoyed by my action . I am trying teacher.

Oh about my promise . I hope I can do well . Actually , since last year I already put Leong Sok Yan as my idol for my studies path. I really admire her . I want to be like her. That is why I kept promising myself to do well, so that I can be like her . And as for now, I am just hoping a good health. I haven't study a thing for this coming exam and of course I am worried. But I will still try my best to score but not to the maximum. At least an A- will do. InsyaAllah , amin .

Hope things get better

Hey readers ,

It's been too long since I last posted blog .

Bahhhhh ~

This month terlalu banyak benda yang berlaku.

I get stressed too much kot sampai sesak nafas and kena jumpa doktor just 2 weeks before 2nd monthly test . Tidak seperti yang dirancang .

At the same time , my grandfather has to undergo an operation.

And he's one of my closest relative , siapa tak sedih . Boleh cakap he's my another father instead of being my grandfather :'(

Dia tak pernah sakit sebelum ni . So this is my first time seeing him sick.

Terseksa bila tengok dia batuk . Kena tahan batuk sebab baru operate jantung .

Alhamdulillah dia dah lepas 3 risiko and operation selamat .

But when he got home , he's sick again . Malam semua tak tidur and me included .

Pernah tengok macam mana orang menghembuskan nafas terakhir ?

Dia macam tu tapi alhamdulillah dia masih diberi kesempatan untuk hidup.

I can consider that as one of the heart attack symptom .

And this happened during exam season ,

I was shivering when I looked after him :(

Readers , kalau tak keberatan , pray for my grandfather's health .

May he lives longer , amin .

2ND MONTHLY TEST was quite okay. It's not too hard and it's never too easy. Seperti yang telah dirancang , I cannot target any high marks for this monthly test . I am not in the appropriate situation . My mom once said , "Kalau belajar pandai-pandai sekalipun, tapi tak sihat , tak guna jugak" . So , I decided not to take the monthly test seriously. I studied at the eleventh hour . And tak cover semua pun . Baca and tawakkal . Subjek yang dah master , tak study sangat . So far I get healthier . Doctor ada cakap , "Kalau Allah nak bagi pass exam, dia bagi . Kalau kita belajar banyak mana pun , tapi DIA taknak bagi , tak guna jugak . Doktor ni pun dulu exam cukup2 makan je pun boleh jadi doktor ." So again I took his advices and bear in my mind . I'll save for final exam , insyaAllah . Tak sesuai rasanya kalau pentingkan exam daripada keluarga .

: To cut it short , Physics is the toughest and Add Maths is the easiest, as for now .

Rasanya belum terlambat lagi aku nak cakap Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan dan Selamat Berpuasa to all muslims :) Banyakkan beribadah dalam bulan puasa ni. Moga-moga kita diberkati olehNya . Amin .

Stop by and read :) iloveyoufriends

Today I am going to thank to those who have taken care of me , protected me and always be there for me when I needed you. Big thanks.

Including F8 members especially Aliah and Adlina,

family members especially nenek,

cousins - Fatin Fairuz and Fatin Faiza and Firdaus , Mustaqim,

Nadia Fariha, Billy Tan, Asyri, Ali Fikri,

Michelle Chan, Cik Faridah and Mr Ong.

and those yang banyak sangat tolong aku !

Terima kasih dears.

Appreciate y'all so much ! I am so blessed knowing such kind of people like y'all.

But I have been thinking about this a while .

You did look after me , but would I do the same thing to you ?

Sometimes I am quite disappoint with myself for being such a quiet type and I'm afraid I couldn't repay back your kindness.

I am so sorry , I am trying though. Just for you.

-Iloveyourememberthat-

AND

I just miss my old friends SO MUCH.

All those myspace friends, primary schools' friends .

Miss y'all like hell ! Where have you been ?

I miss the laughs and memories.

Those myspace friends , Ayoi for instance.

Primary schools' , Hazwani , Shadiah , Ridhwah , Syazwani , Syazalina , Filzah Faiqah , Hamzah , Elaine Tan , Neethiya Nair , Priya , Fathiya , Aiman Haris and Luqman Hakim .

Daniel Arbah and Fayyadh > best-old-neighbours-ever

Gilaa rindu korang ~

Precious memories ever ! I want all that back !

LOVECHILDHOOD SODA*NMUCH

I wish I could turn back the time and be a nerd again ! Bhahahaha !

p/s : Kawan , kalau korang rasa aku pesaing korang, tak kira dalam apa-apa hal , aku minta maaf. Aku tak selesa korang fikir aku macam tu. Sebab aku tak anggap korang macam tu. Pesaing aku cuma diri aku sendiri. Tak pernah terfikir nak beat orang lain. Rasa tercabar tu adalah. Just challenge ownself and you'll know what you have gone through . Maaf tapi aku kena terus terang. Loveyougirls.

Runners Gathering ? :)

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Well ye ye ye, tauu .

Dah lama tak post . Haha . Even ada banyak cerita best tapi tak sempat nak post.

Kata pun best , mana lah nak ngat nak post kan :)

Okay lahh. Let bygones be bygones.

Hari ni punya cerita :) Okay .

Sekarang pukul 3.20pm and I just got home.

Tahu dari mana? Kami dari Aeon Bukit Tinggi :) yeah How lucky .

Hari ni Miss Helen Sim whom Blue House's teacher this year ,belanja kami makan McD ^_^

And yes , cikgu dah tunaikan janji :)

Before kami lari 4 by 400m on that sports day, masing masing takut.

Jaclyn dgn Michelle dah penat sebab dah byk lari before that.

So Mimi and I je kena tolong. then Miss Helen Sim datang, calm us down.

Macam tahun-tahun sebelum ni, Mimi mesti pengsan lepas lari.

So, kali ni Mimi cakap cikgu, kalau dia tak pengsan, cikgu belanja makan :) haha.

Finally memang Mimi tak pengsan, dia cuma pitam2 je. Caya lahh ! :)

Apa yang kurang best cuma tu lahh,

I'm the only form 4 . So Michelle kata ak sesat , haha .

Ok fine ^^" Memang . Lagipun ak memang dah takde kawan pun.

Nasib baik Michelle ada . Dgn org yg byk ckp n bg semangat, takde la ak bosan:)

Ohh btw, thanks to Jaclyn sbb bg taktik n strategy utk lari long distance .

You're the second one yg bg taktik after Amanina :) hehe.

Tak kisah la, ak mmg tauu biru menang sbb tgk la pun ak lari dgn siapa kan.

Athlete kan :) Terasa rendah je diri ak masa tuh. haha.

And finally memang menang pun :) Champion ! :D

So today is day. Teacher treated us MCD .

Lepas habis sekolah tadi Miss Helen brought us to Aeon .

Throughout the journey, mmg Michelle tak berhenti2 bercakap. Haha.

Kelakar la dia. Sadly , next year dia dah keluar sekolah.

Michelle and Jaclyn tak habis2 berdebat dalam kereta, sampai Miss Helen cakap,

"Faiqah , you don't let them scare you." haha ! What the.. ?

Memang scared pun sbb ak form 4 ! ^^"

And hari ni jugak lah ak first time makan burger kat McD.

Tak pernah2 makan, tp terpaksa la. Takkan nk cerewet pulak ^^"

On our way back home, Michelle and Jaclyn bual2 dengan cikgu pasal SPM.

Aku pasang telinga jela kan , :) YES , Michelle kalau bercakap, tak pernah nak kalah,

haha ! Kesian Jaclyn . Diorang cakap pasal addmath and accounts.

Seronok ahh ^_^ And the sad thing was,

Michelle kept asking me who is going to be the blue house captain next year .

She's kinda worry about this, gila responsible lahh dia .

She's asking me like , quite many times since sports day lagi.

Then ak cakap la maybe Eliana, or t could be Shwu Ling .

But she kept refusing ~ No no no no ,.

Hmm . Kesian . And she asked me to find 3 peoples for 4 by 400m next year ! ;P pfft .

Siapa nak ? Ingat senang nak cari ? Dahla Priya dah pindah sekolah :(

And paling terkejut , dia suruh ak dapatkan at least 30 points for rumah biru macam dia n Jaclyn , uh . Siapa ak nie nak jadi hebat cam dorang . .argh . .

Macam wasiat pulak ! haha !

But I would like to give a try next year :)

Tu jela kot cerita hari ni. Yeay :) I'm happy !

Instead of being stressed all the time with studies ~ =.='

Coming School Sports Day, 2011

Yeay esok Sukan Tahunan! Lama dah tunggu :) Post kali ni tak panjang sebab benda belum berlaku. Cuma kinda nervous for the event tomorrow. 9:

Every year pun participate 4 by 400m but last year je tak menang sebab ada orang pengsan n disqualified ;( pheww . And I've started participating 400m solo one last year when I was in form 3 :) And this year, nak try nasib lagi, hehe.

That day ada training sekejap dengan Michelle Chan, blue house captain . She's so strict !

Aku pun macam kena torture pulak . Kena paksa buat frog jump , sudah2 nya sakit kaki sampai berhari-hari . Naik turun tangga lagi la menyeksakan. Nasib baik hari sebelum lari dah okay sikit . Terkilan sikit kot sebab tak dapat nak training macam yg Michelle suruh. Tak kisah la.

Lari sebab enjoy . kan ! :) So esok 400m final ada 4 orang je , hehe. Aku lorong 6 :) kena pandai plan and guna stadium tu la , kalau nak menang. Macam last year lorong 8 , scary but won~

Apa yang aku excited esok ialah , 4 by 400m . I'll be running with 3 form 5s. Woahh , semua hebat2 ! And they are also my role model pun or so-called idol :) teehee .

They are Zatil Syamimi, Jacklyn Soo and Michelle Chan . But at the same time, risau jugak bila tahun depan , siapa nak lari sama2 ? :( Takpe la , besok lari dgn mereka2 :) Gonna help them to win and tebus balik johan sebab last year tak dpt .^^" I am so looking forward to tomorrow's events instead of Band Marching and performances, :D *wink ;)

Cheers :)

IT'S PAYBACK TIME

yeah , mark my word :)

That simple motto brings me success and helps me a lot !

I'm using it whenever the examination is coming ,

I'm not using Never Say Never ~.~

because I said that for many times ed ^_^"

Find your own motto and use it to the fullest ;)

Oh not to forget , you do need supports too

instead of burns the midnight oil during exam season, okay ?

If you don't get any support , just find any :) haha.

Well the purpose I posted this blog is to talk about the School Open Day

which was held on Tue, June 28 .

If you don't want to read this because of you don't wanna think of exam ed,

then don't read ^_^'

Ohh btw I got number 2 in class with straight A's and average marks of 0.92,

and I'm happy ;) *never expect that though.

Since then I know ed how to study like those genius macam Weithong and Losshiny. hehe.

Next target is to master all the form 4's subjects so that I would not struggle with form 5's lessons later on. Yeah you can do it !

I just know teacher would mention about my kehadiran. I know because she just don't know what to talk to my dad ;P

UB3 is coming and we'll just have to face it again and fulfill all our promises to do well for the next's.

Therefore , Gambatteh ne ! :D

p/s : I am so looking forward to Bon Odori Festival on July 16 ^____^

Love ya !