Fake Exam 11'

wuuu ~ everyone's studying like pfft =,=

Another 3-day-exam to go! Can't wait to finish all this mess.

Supposingly exam is the best thing to do sebab benda ni buat kita cabar diri sendiri kan .

Tapi exam kali ni , fake .

Entah kenapa ak cakap fake kan. Ak pun fake sekali.

Soalan bocor sana bocor sini. Kadang2 rasa macam tak buat exam pulak.

I did not expect that before.

Ye sure la ak pun ada la dapat soalan bocor drpd kawan. tapi tak rely sangat la. Terima kasih jugak kt kawan tu. Even tak rapat, dia jugak la yg tolong. Memang semua orang perlu soalan tu kan. Ak pun. Sebab tak sempat cover chapter. Terpaksa kan. Kalau kita blaja sekali pun sebulan sebelum exam, at the end of the day semua dapat soalan bocor, msti bengang jugak kan. Budak genius semua pun siap bangga bawak exam scheme kat skola , apa lg ak. Mula2 mmg rasa macam x fair la. Tp terpaksa amek jugak la. Mana adil kan orang dapat tapi kita diam je. Macam jahil la pulak. Orang yg tak dapat soalan bocor pun sepatutnya cikgu kata orang tu bagus, tp zaman berubah kot. Haha. Skrg ckgu kata, "Kesian dia tak dapat soalan bocor macam kamu~" Haih .Ni bukan merungut , tapi luahan. Lol. Pernah jugak teragak agak nak amek soalan bocor tu, rasa bersalah punya pasal kan. Bila mintak pndapat org lain, ada yg kata, "Jangan sombong, kena cari ngan kawan2 .." pulak ken. Tak kisah la. Cukup la kot 4 subject je ak mnx soalan. Berat wo . Ak respect diri ak tp tpu diri sendiri. Aiyak . Anyway, score tak score blakang cerita. Sebab score pun 'fake' . Adui . Apa la yg ak tak puas hati sgt ni. Em okay3 . So far exam ni, paper acc,sejarah and physics ak hancur kot :) hehe . Dah melayang dah target ak. Besok Biology. Tak sabar. Tak sabar nak cuti ! :) Nak sambut Deepavali ^__^ Nak keluar dgn kawan2! Nak gemuk kan badan. Haha! Apa2 pun, Faiqah, jauh gila lagi journey kau. Tolong lah jangan depends on soalan bocor. Malu la faiqah , maluuuu =.= . Sikit subjek je pun 2x5~ Kay la. Best of luck! Assalamualaikum :)

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Mr A, hope you're worth waiting for after few years seeking for the guy like you ;P

Health vs Exam

Haaaaaaahhhh ! Lamanya tak post blog ! I have no time to post blog , i spend most of my time sleeping :) bhaaha !

Okay , serious .

Final examination is around the corner and I still remember my promise to do my very best for the exam . I will go all out . But , there's always a but . Hmm . I can , but something bothers me a lot .Every single day I can't focus and concentrate on my studies especially during lessons in class . I got problem with my breathing so I really can't focus . I am sorry teacher . I seldom have to close my eyes and control my breathing. I got to drink a lot of water and lie my head down on the desk because it's suffering me . I am sorry if that makes you feel annoyed by my action . I am trying teacher.

Oh about my promise . I hope I can do well . Actually , since last year I already put Leong Sok Yan as my idol for my studies path. I really admire her . I want to be like her. That is why I kept promising myself to do well, so that I can be like her . And as for now, I am just hoping a good health. I haven't study a thing for this coming exam and of course I am worried. But I will still try my best to score but not to the maximum. At least an A- will do. InsyaAllah , amin .

Hope things get better

Hey readers ,

It's been too long since I last posted blog .

Bahhhhh ~

This month terlalu banyak benda yang berlaku.

I get stressed too much kot sampai sesak nafas and kena jumpa doktor just 2 weeks before 2nd monthly test . Tidak seperti yang dirancang .

At the same time , my grandfather has to undergo an operation.

And he's one of my closest relative , siapa tak sedih . Boleh cakap he's my another father instead of being my grandfather :'(

Dia tak pernah sakit sebelum ni . So this is my first time seeing him sick.

Terseksa bila tengok dia batuk . Kena tahan batuk sebab baru operate jantung .

Alhamdulillah dia dah lepas 3 risiko and operation selamat .

But when he got home , he's sick again . Malam semua tak tidur and me included .

Pernah tengok macam mana orang menghembuskan nafas terakhir ?

Dia macam tu tapi alhamdulillah dia masih diberi kesempatan untuk hidup.

I can consider that as one of the heart attack symptom .

And this happened during exam season ,

I was shivering when I looked after him :(

Readers , kalau tak keberatan , pray for my grandfather's health .

May he lives longer , amin .

2ND MONTHLY TEST was quite okay. It's not too hard and it's never too easy. Seperti yang telah dirancang , I cannot target any high marks for this monthly test . I am not in the appropriate situation . My mom once said , "Kalau belajar pandai-pandai sekalipun, tapi tak sihat , tak guna jugak" . So , I decided not to take the monthly test seriously. I studied at the eleventh hour . And tak cover semua pun . Baca and tawakkal . Subjek yang dah master , tak study sangat . So far I get healthier . Doctor ada cakap , "Kalau Allah nak bagi pass exam, dia bagi . Kalau kita belajar banyak mana pun , tapi DIA taknak bagi , tak guna jugak . Doktor ni pun dulu exam cukup2 makan je pun boleh jadi doktor ." So again I took his advices and bear in my mind . I'll save for final exam , insyaAllah . Tak sesuai rasanya kalau pentingkan exam daripada keluarga .

: To cut it short , Physics is the toughest and Add Maths is the easiest, as for now .

Rasanya belum terlambat lagi aku nak cakap Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan dan Selamat Berpuasa to all muslims :) Banyakkan beribadah dalam bulan puasa ni. Moga-moga kita diberkati olehNya . Amin .

Stop by and read :) iloveyoufriends

Today I am going to thank to those who have taken care of me , protected me and always be there for me when I needed you. Big thanks.

Including F8 members especially Aliah and Adlina,

family members especially nenek,

cousins - Fatin Fairuz and Fatin Faiza and Firdaus , Mustaqim,

Nadia Fariha, Billy Tan, Asyri, Ali Fikri,

Michelle Chan, Cik Faridah and Mr Ong.

and those yang banyak sangat tolong aku !

Terima kasih dears.

Appreciate y'all so much ! I am so blessed knowing such kind of people like y'all.

But I have been thinking about this a while .

You did look after me , but would I do the same thing to you ?

Sometimes I am quite disappoint with myself for being such a quiet type and I'm afraid I couldn't repay back your kindness.

I am so sorry , I am trying though. Just for you.

-Iloveyourememberthat-

AND

I just miss my old friends SO MUCH.

All those myspace friends, primary schools' friends .

Miss y'all like hell ! Where have you been ?

I miss the laughs and memories.

Those myspace friends , Ayoi for instance.

Primary schools' , Hazwani , Shadiah , Ridhwah , Syazwani , Syazalina , Filzah Faiqah , Hamzah , Elaine Tan , Neethiya Nair , Priya , Fathiya , Aiman Haris and Luqman Hakim .

Daniel Arbah and Fayyadh > best-old-neighbours-ever

Gilaa rindu korang ~

Precious memories ever ! I want all that back !

LOVECHILDHOOD SODA*NMUCH

I wish I could turn back the time and be a nerd again ! Bhahahaha !

p/s : Kawan , kalau korang rasa aku pesaing korang, tak kira dalam apa-apa hal , aku minta maaf. Aku tak selesa korang fikir aku macam tu. Sebab aku tak anggap korang macam tu. Pesaing aku cuma diri aku sendiri. Tak pernah terfikir nak beat orang lain. Rasa tercabar tu adalah. Just challenge ownself and you'll know what you have gone through . Maaf tapi aku kena terus terang. Loveyougirls.

Runners Gathering ? :)

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Well ye ye ye, tauu .

Dah lama tak post . Haha . Even ada banyak cerita best tapi tak sempat nak post.

Kata pun best , mana lah nak ngat nak post kan :)

Okay lahh. Let bygones be bygones.

Hari ni punya cerita :) Okay .

Sekarang pukul 3.20pm and I just got home.

Tahu dari mana? Kami dari Aeon Bukit Tinggi :) yeah How lucky .

Hari ni Miss Helen Sim whom Blue House's teacher this year ,belanja kami makan McD ^_^

And yes , cikgu dah tunaikan janji :)

Before kami lari 4 by 400m on that sports day, masing masing takut.

Jaclyn dgn Michelle dah penat sebab dah byk lari before that.

So Mimi and I je kena tolong. then Miss Helen Sim datang, calm us down.

Macam tahun-tahun sebelum ni, Mimi mesti pengsan lepas lari.

So, kali ni Mimi cakap cikgu, kalau dia tak pengsan, cikgu belanja makan :) haha.

Finally memang Mimi tak pengsan, dia cuma pitam2 je. Caya lahh ! :)

Apa yang kurang best cuma tu lahh,

I'm the only form 4 . So Michelle kata ak sesat , haha .

Ok fine ^^" Memang . Lagipun ak memang dah takde kawan pun.

Nasib baik Michelle ada . Dgn org yg byk ckp n bg semangat, takde la ak bosan:)

Ohh btw, thanks to Jaclyn sbb bg taktik n strategy utk lari long distance .

You're the second one yg bg taktik after Amanina :) hehe.

Tak kisah la, ak mmg tauu biru menang sbb tgk la pun ak lari dgn siapa kan.

Athlete kan :) Terasa rendah je diri ak masa tuh. haha.

And finally memang menang pun :) Champion ! :D

So today is day. Teacher treated us MCD .

Lepas habis sekolah tadi Miss Helen brought us to Aeon .

Throughout the journey, mmg Michelle tak berhenti2 bercakap. Haha.

Kelakar la dia. Sadly , next year dia dah keluar sekolah.

Michelle and Jaclyn tak habis2 berdebat dalam kereta, sampai Miss Helen cakap,

"Faiqah , you don't let them scare you." haha ! What the.. ?

Memang scared pun sbb ak form 4 ! ^^"

And hari ni jugak lah ak first time makan burger kat McD.

Tak pernah2 makan, tp terpaksa la. Takkan nk cerewet pulak ^^"

On our way back home, Michelle and Jaclyn bual2 dengan cikgu pasal SPM.

Aku pasang telinga jela kan , :) YES , Michelle kalau bercakap, tak pernah nak kalah,

haha ! Kesian Jaclyn . Diorang cakap pasal addmath and accounts.

Seronok ahh ^_^ And the sad thing was,

Michelle kept asking me who is going to be the blue house captain next year .

She's kinda worry about this, gila responsible lahh dia .

She's asking me like , quite many times since sports day lagi.

Then ak cakap la maybe Eliana, or t could be Shwu Ling .

But she kept refusing ~ No no no no ,.

Hmm . Kesian . And she asked me to find 3 peoples for 4 by 400m next year ! ;P pfft .

Siapa nak ? Ingat senang nak cari ? Dahla Priya dah pindah sekolah :(

And paling terkejut , dia suruh ak dapatkan at least 30 points for rumah biru macam dia n Jaclyn , uh . Siapa ak nie nak jadi hebat cam dorang . .argh . .

Macam wasiat pulak ! haha !

But I would like to give a try next year :)

Tu jela kot cerita hari ni. Yeay :) I'm happy !

Instead of being stressed all the time with studies ~ =.='

Coming School Sports Day, 2011

Yeay esok Sukan Tahunan! Lama dah tunggu :) Post kali ni tak panjang sebab benda belum berlaku. Cuma kinda nervous for the event tomorrow. 9:

Every year pun participate 4 by 400m but last year je tak menang sebab ada orang pengsan n disqualified ;( pheww . And I've started participating 400m solo one last year when I was in form 3 :) And this year, nak try nasib lagi, hehe.

That day ada training sekejap dengan Michelle Chan, blue house captain . She's so strict !

Aku pun macam kena torture pulak . Kena paksa buat frog jump , sudah2 nya sakit kaki sampai berhari-hari . Naik turun tangga lagi la menyeksakan. Nasib baik hari sebelum lari dah okay sikit . Terkilan sikit kot sebab tak dapat nak training macam yg Michelle suruh. Tak kisah la.

Lari sebab enjoy . kan ! :) So esok 400m final ada 4 orang je , hehe. Aku lorong 6 :) kena pandai plan and guna stadium tu la , kalau nak menang. Macam last year lorong 8 , scary but won~

Apa yang aku excited esok ialah , 4 by 400m . I'll be running with 3 form 5s. Woahh , semua hebat2 ! And they are also my role model pun or so-called idol :) teehee .

They are Zatil Syamimi, Jacklyn Soo and Michelle Chan . But at the same time, risau jugak bila tahun depan , siapa nak lari sama2 ? :( Takpe la , besok lari dgn mereka2 :) Gonna help them to win and tebus balik johan sebab last year tak dpt .^^" I am so looking forward to tomorrow's events instead of Band Marching and performances, :D *wink ;)