Um .

Well I've been thinking about this for a while .

Do you you know what I've experienced throughout my life so far?

You never do .

But I realized something . It's better to be alone .

Rather than to be with someone , just to make your life so complicated .

Don't talk about boys .

It's obvious if I posted something like this for them .

it's so enough .

I don't even know why I am too easy falling for someone .

" I hate you because you make me love you ! "

I had think a while .

I never need you .

And just , stop being so attractive in front of me la .

And then my heart gonna swing like crazy .

Then I realize you can never be mine .

Just stop doing such things :)

*kinda strange warning . haha .

Perhaps that is why I hate boys .

And friends , I am begging you .

Stop asking me "Who's your boyfriend?" or "Tipu la kau takde boyfie"

Like seriously , (?)

What do you want me to say ?

I will never be so secretive la if I have someone whom I love .

There's nothing to hide .

So stop being so kepo , okayy ?

Fine la if you can't stop being so kepo ,

just assume that I'm reserved .

haha . What the heck I'm just saying ?! o.O"

I admit it that I missed to have someone special like my friends do .

Yet there is a thing reminds me ,

"Never be the woman who needs a man , Be the girl that a man needs."

Err , something like that , i supposed .

Well , I am happy and grateful to be single yet an independent woman .

Sigh ~ why do you guys keep asking me like I never answer your s*upid question before ?

Just turn around and get a life, darling . *wink*

Um .

When I told you I was sick ,

you cried .

When I got on the plane to have my operation ,

you didn't say good bye .

I got lucky and got a heart donor .

But when I came home ,

I couldn't find you .

Finally I asked your mom .

& she said with tears in her eyes .

"Where do you think you got the heart from?"

february 24th , GAHHHH !

YAYYY ! EXAM'S OVER ! :D

Well , today is the last day of first monthly test ! Wohoo !
It has been a couple of weeks i did not face you, lappy ! ;)
So I have been missing you all the time even I was actually afraid to sit next to you =='
The purpose of my post tonight is about the exam :)

The test was on january 21st to 24th .
But then , I just started studying a week before .
Yeah , students love a last minute study , i suppose . lol .
However , :( the band president asked me and friends to design and complete the bulletin board of MGS BAND . Yeah , I was totally hate it eventhough we ended up with a great design :D
Hate it so much ! Don't have spare time to study . gahh !
Anyway , past is past . Don't want to mention about that ever , :(

p/s : you guys may come and visit our band bulletin board if you want to ^^'

And hell yeah , the election for the badminton comp ! That made me even MAD !
When did I study ? There I go . Serves me right .
You guys should be thankful that you aren't like me . You guys got SOOO MUCH time to study when I was busy doing something else :(

Syukur Alhamdulillah that I was able to do it well . I did my best . yeah .
And IF you mind to know , here are some of my perceptions against every subject of the first monthly test ;

FIRST DAY :
Bahasa Melayu - 'gahh ! thank god it was quite easy !'

Physics - 'errr , it's hard , ohh nawhh . As long as I can do it, it's no big deal.I don't even care about it . I CAN PASS ! '

Sejarah - 'alhamdulillah . My hard works memorising frequently has paid off ! :) '

Mathematics - 'hey my fav lahh . alhamdulillah . yet i was surprised there's few questions of form 3-s . nasib baik ingat lagi. Senang kan korang :) sure can pass . but i did not sure for the last question . I get the wrong info :O '

SECOND SCARY DAY :
English - 'duhh . I kept asking my friends , what were they read for english test ?! i was worried that i didn't revise at all ! :O it's hard ! yeah for me la . Mesti senang kan bagi korang :( '

Chemistry - 'Alhamdulillah . Insyaallah boleh pass . Aku tak tahu kenapa aku tak sure sedangkan this is my fav subject pulak . I don't even remember the questions in that paper . So bad ~ i guess it was easy .'

Accounts - 'yeah , love it ! Same as sejarah , my hard works paid off . gahahaha ! :)'

Pend Sivik - 'duhh , nasib baik lah jugak dah baca malam . tak kisah la . lebih risau dengan kawan2 yang tak baca sivik langsung :( '

THIRD DAY :
Pend Islam - 'one word , SENANG ! :) tapi tak syok jawab objektif sebab tak biasa . Btw rindu Pn Salbiah . :') '

Biology - 'Yayyy ! dah suka bio ! :) insyaallah boleh pass ! '

PJK - 'benci ! suke ! entah la . kena suka jugak kot . sebab nanti nak amek course sains sukan bila dah besar :P '

LAST DAY :

Add Maths - Speechless . The question was quite easy . yeah I can say it is medium level .
But the thing is the period . It is SO NOT enough okay ! 1 hour ? urgh ! I was shivering doing add maths but enjoy my ugly hand-writing :) gahahaha ! padan muka cikgu . :P i was expected to get A for this subj . urgh ! in your dream la ==' '


So thats all for now . :) GTG ! Ohh . do you see the pict below ?

apa korang fikir ?
mesti kenal kan ? :)

tak kisah la .

First aku tgk gmba nie , korang tau tak ,

aku fikir nak pergi skola pakai macam apa yang dia nie pakai .

haha ! gilaaa . memang style lahh . formal pun formal jugak kan ? :) haha .

15.2.2011

Night :)

Hari ni cuti sebab Sambutan Maulidur Rasul ,12 Rabiul Awal .

So , hari ni telah berada di sekolah pukul 7 hingga 11 . Seronok ^__^

Ceramah yang boleh dikatakan 'thumbs up' ! :D

Senang je aku kena influence . Tapi bila nak berubah pun tak tahu lah .

Well , hari ni jugak F8 telah mengadakan study group buat kali yang kedua tahun ini .

Datang rumah Liyana pukul 1 . Sampai2 je , yeah 7 members of F8 .

siapa sorang yang tak join tu ? biar kita2 je yang tahu :)

Hari ini kepala otak pening macam *entahla*

Add maths la kot yang buat aku naik gilaa .

Memang senang , tapi nak terangkan balik kat orang lain tu susah .

Syukur Alhamdulillah korang faham . And sorry korang .

Aku seriously tak tahu yang korang langsung tak faham apa2 pasal function .

Aku ingat nak skip je yang basic . By the wayyy , harap sangat2 korang faham !

Satu jam tak cukup la untuk ajar add maths . Aku doakan korang cepat catch up apa yang tersirat kat function nie . Amin .

So far hari ni study Add maths je kot . Haa, and Chemistry .

Itu pun Chemistry study dengan sape je .

Hari ni seronok sebab banyak buat video :)

Liyana dengan Aliah la rajin sangat . Tapi plan aku tak menjadi pulak .

Ingat nak interview sorang2 . Tapi masing masing masuk air , especially Aliah .

So , just dorang je yang dapat di-interview , :) syokkk ahh !

Hari ni je dapat tengok Liyana jadi Emo+Psycho . haha ! :)

Aliah pulak tiba tiba jadi ngada2 buat lawak tersirat . lol . XD

Yeah , aku lah yang record masa sebelum habis study .

Adlina pulak gelak sampai tergolek-golek :) haha cute ! :D

Nadhrah and Fatin gelak2 cam biasa :) Nadhirah je sorang2 buat hw . Rajinnya laa . ^^

Next , kami semua gerak ke Dewan KO untuk bermain badminton .

Actually nak train diri aku & Liyana untuk hari jumaat ni . FUhh. Takut .

Mula2 lawan dengan Ezzati & Nadhirah . Err menang 21-15 .

Kami pun agak notice yang ktorg ada perubahan , alhamdulillah .

BUT ! Bila masa lawan Khaliq & Fatin je , kalah . HAHA !

Yana , kita belum cukup UMPHH la . ^_^

Dari tadi aku cakap kat Yana , "what-happen2 !" geram betul .

Tauu la Khaliq pandai main :) haha . Heyy thanks jugak la rembat byk kali .

Memang tengah cari kelemahan diri pun :)

Haihh kali nie kalah 21-16 tak silap . haha . apa la . banyak mistakes !

Short note ;

Fatin , saya tak notice IM yang awak cakap perhaps awak last jumpa dia hari ni .

Sorry , notice lambat .

Nasib baik awak cakap . Hmm . Agak sedih la Khaliq nak masuk hostel kann .

Haihh . Sabar kay fatin . F8 ada .

Well of course F8 tak boleh tandingi kemesraan awak dengan dia . *cehh ayat tak boleh blah .

Tapi rasanya ktorang akan try kot , hihi . Sabar k .

Yeah I am going to miss you Aedes !

Aduhai , rindu pulak nak buli dia . haha ! okay la .

Take care Aedes . ^_^

p/s : yeah i am looking forward to the photography session for tomorrow ! :D lazy to come actually . sigh ~

band note ,

huh . hate it ! duhh =.=' idk y . omg BANDDDD !! i still need some rest deyy !

i know la you guys got exam nxt week ! but what about me ?! Tension tauu ! asal last minute baru nk cakap buat bulletin board tu !

Hate youuuu ! ;(

Here comes the weirdo ~ advice of the day^^

The picture above has nothing to do with what I am going to talk on today's post :)
It is just , for you i guess ^^

Well actually I am now doing my homeworks . What ? oh yeah , it's so obvious that I am not focus on it tho. gyaaa XD
I am not in the mood to date you , dear homeworks . Sorry ! ^^'

Alright , for those who does not know that tomorrow is Friday , well yeah , It's Friday !
Uh , ==' Am I just being redundant ? pfft . The day which I waited for sooo long since the school was JUST started few past days . haha . It's finally reach weekend ! Duhh , I felt soo weird acting like this , ==' *it's not acting btw . Idk . Whatever ^_^

Gahhhh ! Know what ? FINALLY ! Finally , I am so in love with accounts . haha .
There comes the weirdo againn .. Aite . So far my add maths went so smooth .
No probs , insyaAllah ~

Well I am supposed to talk about Mrs Tan's story . Usually it's a story with lessons in it :)
Love and totally eager to listen to her ^^ Oh ! Before that , I Love You , Mrs Tan ! XD

Hari ni dia cerita pasal seorang pelajar perempuan,17, yang bunuh diri .
I am sorry . I am kind of new to the story . Perhaps you guys already know about the news .
She committed suicide . Memang ah Capital O-M-G .
Kesian kot . Menurut kata Mrs Tan , she's sweet , and apa entah yang related to good attitudes la . Katanya , cikgu dia pun cakap dia well-behave . Tapi setelah disiasat , perkara yang sebaliknya pula berlaku dalam facebook dia . Dia broke up kot sampai sedih gilaa .
Entah apa yang merasuk minda dia buat hal yang out of the world .
Haihh .
Orang sakit semua minta nyawa , kita yang sihat ni senang senang je bunuh diri .
Tapi kesian la kat dia . Mungkin she is out of control kot . Emosi dia mengawal diri dia .

The moral of the story is , Mrs Tan pun ada cakap ,
kalau berlaku apa-apa, janganlah sampai bunuh diri . Even if we lost our virginity sekalipun .
Kata Mrs Tan begitulah . Aku men-translate je . And , aku paling tertarik pada ungkapan Mrs Tan yang mengatakan ,

"Let say kalau kamu semua failed dalam hubungan kamu sebelum ini dan berjumpa pula dengan orang yang kamu betul betul suka ,,, Ingat satu je . 'Kesian pada suami kamu' "

Well I hold with her sayings . Sangat sangat memberi maksud yang mendalam .
That affects me tauuuu . Kesian kan husband kita nanti . Imagine la kita jalan2 dengan husband kita dan kemudian terserempak dengan ex bf pulak . Amacam ?
Lebih2 lagi kalau dia tegur , "Eh, awak pakai lagi kasut yang saya beli tu?"
Yeah lebih kurang macam tu la Mrs Tan cakap .
Soooo , what do think about your husband's feeling ? Kesian kann ? Hmm .

Haa I am not trying to influence nor prohibit my dear friends to break up or terminate or ... you know what I'm trying to say . . ^^'
No, I am totally NOT ! Don't get me wrong , please .
I was just got motivated by my teacher's kinda-advice . :)

And yeah one more thing , Mrs Tan reminds us not to give or tell everything about what you have (faham2 sendiri) to those guys laaa, either to your acquaintances or not , whatever it is , PLEASE , Do Not do such things like that ! BECAUSE . .
100 % wan they(the boys) will tell EVERYONE about it .
Macam sharing is caring la konon kann .. :/ Huuuuu .. Scary ~
Be careful okay girls .

So , if you don't know what to do in your life ,
Just , DO ADD MATHS because Add Maths is the easiest subject in the world which you can solve it easily , faster and it's enjoyable thing to kill your time with . ^^'
Haha ! Kann ?
By the wayy , please okay, kawan kawan sekalian .
'Do take good care of yourselves' . Faham ?
Macam Ahmad Nazri Ahmad kata, satu ayat , bukan satu makna :)
Korang pandai kan ? So , that's all for today's post .
I am going to continue my homeworks . gyahahaha !
My homeworks keep shouting at me to complete him . haha !
I'm sick of you la ^^"

p/s : oral minggu depan ke ? :/ urgh .

1st February 2011

Ouh well today I had a whale of time being in the Shah Alam's library as usual with F8 .

But today, the officially F8 members are not joining the study group .

There were some of us .

Yeah , today I learnt something and at least I have done my ET +maths hw ! :D Pheww !

Big thanks to Fatin Hanz , Adlil Khaliq , Liyana Izam , Ezad Aiman ,

Aliah Nattasha , Farid Azman and Wawan Sawan .

Thanks for today's joy :)

We learn , we laugh , we gain something

A short note to Fatin Hanz & Adlil Khaliq ;

Dear , happy 1st year and a month anniversary :D I'm happy for both of youu !

Well happy 16th birthday , Adlil Khaliq a.k.a Aedes ! ^_^

Hope that you had a very wonderful day today spending your birthDAY with us,

ESPECIALLY Fatin Hanz ^^

And p/s :

Dear Mr you-know-who . Thanks for today . I enjoyed every moment we spent .

You made my day ^_^ Yeah everyone(my friends) keeps asking me about our relationship .

And I've asked one of my closest friend today ,

Me : Aku dengan dia macam couple kan ?

She : Yup !!! Totally ! :O

And I just like ,

'ermm .. aku cuma mampu cakap , I feel so graateful to have you as my close friend so far . Yeah , macam tadi , rapat sangat . Memang aku impikan semua tu .

Kawan yang sangat rapat . Sama macam apa kau buat kat aku tadi .

I never care for what people said about our relationship ,

but WE know it and we just friends .Thanks a lot, friend !'

She : Takpe . Aku tauu korang kawan rapat je :)

Thanks kawan ^_^ sebab faham aku .

As for now ,I can never accept anyone to be my special bf . I am sorry . ^_^

Hey , I do love youu . Sama macam aku sayang F8 ! ^_^