Friday, August 5, 2011

Hope things get better


Hey readers ,
It's been too long since I last posted blog .
Bahhhhh ~
This month terlalu banyak benda yang berlaku.
I get stressed too much kot sampai sesak nafas and kena jumpa doktor just 2 weeks before 2nd monthly test . Tidak seperti yang dirancang .
At the same time , my grandfather has to undergo an operation.
And he's one of my closest relative , siapa tak sedih . Boleh cakap he's my another father instead of being my grandfather :'(
Dia tak pernah sakit sebelum ni . So this is my first time seeing him sick.
Terseksa bila tengok dia batuk . Kena tahan batuk sebab baru operate jantung .
Alhamdulillah dia dah lepas 3 risiko and operation selamat .
But when he got home , he's sick again . Malam semua tak tidur and me included .
Pernah tengok macam mana orang menghembuskan nafas terakhir ?
Dia macam tu tapi alhamdulillah dia masih diberi kesempatan untuk hidup.
I can consider that as one of the heart attack symptom .
And this happened during exam season ,
I was shivering when I looked after him :(
Readers , kalau tak keberatan , pray for my grandfather's health .
May he lives longer , amin .



2ND MONTHLY TEST was quite okay. It's not too hard and it's never too easy. Seperti yang telah dirancang , I cannot target any high marks for this monthly test . I am not in the appropriate situation . My mom once said , "Kalau belajar pandai-pandai sekalipun, tapi tak sihat , tak guna jugak" . So , I decided not to take the monthly test seriously. I studied at the eleventh hour . And tak cover semua pun . Baca and tawakkal . Subjek yang dah master , tak study sangat . So far I get healthier . Doctor ada cakap , "Kalau Allah nak bagi pass exam, dia bagi . Kalau kita belajar banyak mana pun , tapi DIA taknak bagi , tak guna jugak . Doktor ni pun dulu exam cukup2 makan je pun boleh jadi doktor ." So again I took his advices and bear in my mind . I'll save for final exam , insyaAllah . Tak sesuai rasanya kalau pentingkan exam daripada keluarga .
: To cut it short , Physics is the toughest and Add Maths is the easiest, as for now .

Rasanya belum terlambat lagi aku nak cakap Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan dan Selamat Berpuasa to all muslims :) Banyakkan beribadah dalam bulan puasa ni. Moga-moga kita diberkati olehNya . Amin .

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