Sunday, May 29, 2011

It seems totally not right




Hey man ,
what have you did to me?
you made me love you. It is totally not right !
Something has gone wrong between you and I.
I just can't love you .
Stay away from me .
But I have something to tell you,
Thanks for spending some of your time with me.
For making me smile, made me laugh ,
I love it when you give me the cute look of yours ^^
Sigh . I'm afraid I can't love you . So do you .
Thus, just don't make me feel special being with you .
I adore you and that is all I can do.
^____________^"


FINALLY


Well well well ,
hari ni cakap bahasa melayu je kot ,
sebab takde mood nak cakap bahasa inggeris yang bersepah,
Hari ni kiranya hari kedua cuti pertangahan tahun .
Aku still tak rasa apa-apa masa cuti .
Yang aku dapat cuma mimpi yang tak sudah2 buatkan aku rasa macam dah nak sampai ajal.
Seterusnya , aku bet ramai gila yang rasa lega after exam nie . So do I .
Tapi aku cuma masih terikat dengan result exam yang tak habis-habis menghantui aku.
Terima kasih banyak2 terutama Accounts. Terima kasih sebab tak suka aku!
Sebab aku pun tak suka kau .
Hari ni aku tanak cakap banyak sebab aku perasan post aku kebelankangan nie macam tak boleh blah panjangnya . Aku try summarise kan apa yang aku nak cakap even mmg banyak gila content aku nk cakap .


So , ni semua pandangan aku pasal exam ,
*part nie korang tak baca pun takpe*

BM > i was just trying my best masa buat karangan , yang lain semua okay. Tapi aku tahu sangat2 aku takkan dapat B ,jauh sekali A. tu janji cikgu . Cikgu kata cikgu boleh bagi paling banyak pun 65.
BI > aku sendiri tak ingat macam mana kertas dia. So, no comment. Aku cuma ingat yang kertas nie lebih senang daripada kertas BM , aku tak kata senang . Aku kata lebih senang daripada BM .
Mathematics > Well , aku memang target tinggi untuk Maths sebab soalannya senang, so kalau tak dapat A, tak tahu lah , tawakkal saja .
Agama > Alhamdulillah semua okay , cuma aku tak buat yang terbaik je , aku tahu aku banyak buat salah sampai tak terkira . Tawakkal jugak .
Sejarah> No comment saja . Cannot get an A , thank you .
Biology > Kertas yang macam tuuuut je , okay lah kot , part graph tu aku buat silap , memang tuuuut . Agak susah .
Chemistry > Rasanya yang paling senang antara 3 kertas sains tulen kot . kan?
Physics > ENTAH . Aku dah buat yang terbaik . Paper 2 just put a smile on my face but not paper 1 .
Accounts > ouh yeah , kertas paling "SENANG" sekali . terima kasih sebab buat aku separuh mati !
Add Maths > Sangat tenang buat kertas nie , I just love you add maths ,bukan setakat love , malah , aku dah buktikan aku boleh score kau ! ^_^ And I already know what's my marks ^^ Alhamdulillah sangat !



Gambar atas neyh meggambarkan perasaan aku sebelum and selepas exam ,
boleh conclude sendiri kan ?
Just imagine lah duduk dalam telur tu , kena kurung , otak pun tak byk explore benda luar ,
macam katak kat bawah tempurung , kan ?
Sekarang dah bebas , telur dah pecah , aku sekarang dah hilang ke mana . Haha .
Sejak habis exam sampai hari nie , aktiviti aku sikit sangat .
Selain tidur , aku tengok tv sepuas puasnya , online sepuasnya ,
tgk showdown 2011 kat tonton.com.my sebab masa exam terlepas nak tgk ,
tgk oh my school yang dah ketinggalan 4 ep ,
dgar lagu yang memang gian nak dengar ,
tgk B.O.F semalam sampai pukul 3 pagi sampai lagu ost dia pun dah stuck on my head !
lepas tu tgk match MU dengan Barcelona sampai habis .
Memang syok la kan hidup aku. hahaa. That's all . Aku harap aku tak cakap byk ,
so , those yang baca , thank you so much sebab luangkan masa untuk baca walaupun tak menarik ^^

Thursday, May 5, 2011

You Are The Reason

Dear , thanks for lighten up my day today even though you were neither saying a word nor approaching me . It is enough that you noticed me just now. All I ever wanted is to see you smile. It's been a very long period since we last met. I realize that I still love you. I can't lie to myself, and I know that . I want you to know that you are the reason I keep on studying and you are the only reason I am still single . The pict above describe my feelings. You help me to achieve success. I still hold my promise to let studies become my priority. I am not looking forward to you, don't get me wrong . I just having a feeling of missing someone that had left a tons of precious memories with me. None can replace you.

You've changed me a lot.
If you are back to be mine again, it's a bonus of life for me.
Yes friend , you made my day :')

Special Thursday




I love TODAY's life ! :D
Guess la why ? haha . Just because I went for tuition classes only !
I just love Thursday's tuition ! ^^ Seriously i don't even know why ^^
Let me tell you about today's.
Well today I went for physics tuition at 1430 to 1630 ,
My first thought when i just enter the class , I was like , 'Am I in the right class ? Err .'
FYI pun, that was my first time going physics class on Thurs cause usually I go on Mon .
Everyone in the class is chinese boy . Not even a girl when I reached in . None at all .
Chinese pulak . I was so embarassed kot masa tu but what so ever lah .
Things that makes me happy was, I was at the back of the class (not too far)
I was enjoying physics because the situation in there was TOTALLY SILENCE .
Sir taught us to answer the Midyear Exam Paper . So , tell me lah who in the world is unhappy if they can really understand the kind-of-hard subject ? ^__^ Then I get notes sum more.

Done with that , tonight which is still in the same day, I went for my FIRST Modern Mathematics class in Bukit Tinggi . Know what ? Everybody seems to communicate with me in Mandarin today. Haha ! That makes me laugh but I still can hold that laugh ^^ . A chinese girl at my left was talking to my right one . Then I know she sounds like wanna exchange places with me . Then she spoke Mandarin to me. And I was like nodding and got up from my chair and change with her . That's cool man . She's not even noticing that I am Malay so she kept asking me Maths questions in Mandarin . And I replied in English . Sorry ya ^__^
Not just that lah , the girl right behind me is a chinese too. There was a time she dropped her calculator and asked me to pick it up for her . I was looking at her and again Mandarin comes to this pair of ears. Haha ! Then I took her calculator and gave her . I act as if I'm chinese and nodding like ------ . Still did not notice me . haha . But it's okay lah . I get used to it since I was young. Haha .I forgive y'all :) I was having fun lah tonite . Lol . Can't stop thinking about that either .

In a nutshell ,I was totally enjoyed the night tuition rather than evening one. I can keep focus and concentrate very well at night . I was so in love going for tuition :) Well I have made a decision to compact as many classes as possible on THURSDAY ! :) Physics, Add Maths and Modern maths on Thurs . Hell yeah . I am going to be insane ^_^ haha !
So that I can arrange my daily routines easier now if I compact all like that , kan ? ^_^
So that's all for this Special Thursday . I'm about to complete my school works pulak ! ^_^



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