Letting out

School life. Turns out to be mess day by day.

And now, it is almost 12am and I still in front of lappy.

I've planned to finish up all my homeworks but I end up doing nothing.

It is all because the stupid commitments towards school.

I didn't blame on the school tasks. It is me who needs to change my lifestyle.

I myself have realised the changes that is happening to me. The pressure is getting more and more.

I really need to change.

BandComp ,BlueHouseTeam ,Badminton ,DrivingClass ,Tuition ,AddmathComp ,Homeworks

You just tell me how the hell am I going to handle all these?

Sometimes I am wondering, is it beyond my capability? *Feel like wanna cry .

So I can say that I've gave my priority on my studies before this ,like homeworks, tuition and the addmath thing . but mayb starting today , i need to switch.

I've seen how the band pres really need the members' cooperation. I never helped her. So perhaps it is enough for me just to cope with her, come for every practice and I am sure she will be happier .

Now when it comes to other society, I get dizzy . I once felt like wanted to resign but i need to think wiser i guess . Being a leader is not easy but i choose to challenge myself.

The decision of challenging myself always wins. I just don't know why. haha.

Faiqah, please survive !

Hari ni keputusan SPM keluar kan,

so I heard that Sok Yan , my idol :) got straight A+ s.

Awesome man !

but for me, "what's with the straight As?"

Apa ada pada straight A? Cer cite .

Not all the straight As students can survive in the real life soon.

For me, skills and interaction with people are the most essential . As for me lah.

Okay. That's all i think . I've letting out my thoughts and problems .

Hope my life would change to a better one. Insyaallah , amin.